{"id":366,"date":"2005-10-17T23:53:13","date_gmt":"2005-10-17T23:53:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/?p=366"},"modified":"2005-10-17T23:53:13","modified_gmt":"2005-10-17T23:53:13","slug":"a_word_of_explanation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/2005\/10\/17\/a_word_of_explanation\/","title":{"rendered":"A Word of Explanation"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Regular visitors to this site &#8212; all three of you &#8212; may have noticed that the frequency of my postings has become erratic of late, and that the posts themselves are shorter and, well, <i>lamer<\/i> than they used to be. I feel like I owe you guys an explanation for what&#8217;s going on.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><br \/>\n(That&#8217;s probably not true. I probably don&#8217;t owe anyone anything, and the posting situation most likely hasn&#8217;t been of much concern to anyone but myself, and this is just another case of me making a big deal out of nothing. But that&#8217;s what I do: make a big deal out of nothing. It&#8217;s kind of the <i>raison d&#8217;etre<\/i> of blogging, isn&#8217;t it?)<\/p>\n<p>Contrary to any rumors you may have heard, I have not lost interest in blogging, nor have I run out of things to say. Quite the contrary. I&#8217;m as chatty as ever, if not a little moreso. Unfortunately, I&#8217;m suddenly faced with a dramatic decrease in my available leisure time. You see, when I first started writing here at Simple Tricks and Nonsense, I was what the people who think up polite, euphemistic terminology for harsh realities would call <i>underemployed<\/i>. Another way of saying that is that I spent much of the last three years doing contract work for a former employer. A third way to say it is that I have known <i>the torments of the damned<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s not a slam against my former employer. I have no bad feelings toward him and, as far as I know, he has none towards me. Let&#8217;s just say that he did what he had to do for the sake of his business and, for my part, I&#8217;ve never been as smart or as pushy about my career as I should have been. The important thing for you to know is that up until very recently, I&#8217;ve been working only sporadically with long stretches of inactivity between projects, which has given me lots of time to blog frequently and at length.<\/p>\n<p>Everything changed about three months ago when I accepted a permanent position as a proofreader for a large &#8212; make that a <i>very<\/i> large &#8212; corporation that operates under a very different paradigm than I am accustomed to. You know all those want-ads in the paper that ask if you&#8217;re up for a &#8220;dynamic, fast-paced environment?&#8221; Yeah, it&#8217;s one of those kinds of places, a pressure-cooker of barely controlled chaos and constant workflow. It wasn&#8217;t bad when I first started working there, but then the summer doldrums ended, and ever since it&#8217;s been pretty much pedal-to-the-metal. Most afternoons, I feel like I&#8217;m in that famous <i>I Love Lucy<\/i> sketch where Lucy and Ethel are trying to keep up with the ever-accelerating conveyor belt by shoving unfinished chocolates down their bras. Needless to say, I don&#8217;t have a lot of time for blogging while I&#8217;m at the office, and when I get home, it&#8217;s usually pretty late and I&#8217;m almost always too slagged to even consider turning on the computer. (You wouldn&#8217;t think that looking for missing commas and inserting the little trademark symbols would all that tough, but you&#8217;d be surprised. I personally find proofing to be more taxing than actual writing, or, as we call it in the biz, &#8220;content generation.&#8221;)<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m really quite frustrated about this situation. It&#8217;s a relief to finally have a steady income and a set schedule after such a long period of uncertainty, but I miss having the freedom to spend several hours working on a really good film review, or a reminiscence, or any of the other longer-form entries I&#8217;ve typically done around here. I don&#8217;t know if you people out there look forward to reading my online spewings (especially the truly lengthy ones), but I certainly look forward to writing them. I&#8217;ve come to very much enjoy the outlet, the opportunity to vent and to share, and the interplay with those readers who comment regularly. It tickles me when something I&#8217;ve written provokes a lot of conversation in the comments section, and I love it when total strangers feel sufficiently moved to decloak and announce themselves. It&#8217;s a little bit like being an actor on stage, I suppose, feeding on the energy of the crowd. Even when no one comments, though, I find that I just like expressing myself about the things that interest me. And it&#8217;s frankly driving me crazy that so many good topics are falling by the wayside because I don&#8217;t get around to writing about them until they&#8217;re grown cold and stale. (I have a whole list of links that I keep meaning to comment on, but I never seem to get to them, and quite a few of them are now far past their sell-by date.) I also don&#8217;t like the feeling that I&#8217;m not producing the best entries that I can because I feel too rushed to really think them through or to take sufficient care as I&#8217;m writing. Blogging isn&#8217;t held to the same standards as academic writing, true, but I have my own standards and I take pride in producing a good blog entry. I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ve done enough of those lately, and it bugs me something fierce.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what the future holds for this blog, to be honest. I don&#8217;t want to give it up, but this blog isn&#8217;t the only type of writing I want to do, and if it comes down to choosing which project is the best use of my precious free time, Simple Tricks may lose out. Or it&#8217;s possible that the current circumstances at work are only temporary and I&#8217;ll once again sort my life out well enough to get back to regular blogging. In the meantime, I&#8217;m going to try for at least one or two entries a week. Hopefully, I&#8217;ll find time for more, but if you&#8217;ll check back at least once every five days, there should be something here to greet you. As a certain lovely space princess from Alderaan once remarked, &#8220;It&#8217;s not over yet.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I just thought you all ought to know what&#8217;s going on&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Regular visitors to this site &#8212; all three of you &#8212; may have noticed that the frequency of my postings has become erratic of late, and that the posts themselves are shorter and, well, lamer than they used to be. I feel like I owe you guys an explanation for what&#8217;s going on.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-366","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general-ramblings","category-site-issues"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/366","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=366"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/366\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=366"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=366"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=366"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}