{"id":2081,"date":"2010-12-23T06:33:46","date_gmt":"2010-12-23T06:33:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/?p=2081"},"modified":"2010-12-23T06:33:46","modified_gmt":"2010-12-23T06:33:46","slug":"sense_memories","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/2010\/12\/23\/sense_memories\/","title":{"rendered":"Sense Memories"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, I&#8217;ve been taking four-day weekends ever since Thanksgiving in an effort to burn up some unused vacation time. My corporate overlords subscribe to the &#8220;use-it-or-lose-it&#8221; philosophy, apparently buying into some misbegotten notion that if you forbid your overworked, stressed-out staff of type-A personalities (and the type-B drones who support them) from rolling unused vacation time over to the next year, you will somehow force people to actually, you know, <i>take vacations<\/i>. Sounds great in theory, but in real-world application, we in the advertising industry still don&#8217;t take as many vacations as we&#8217;re theoretically entitled to. There&#8217;s always this implicit (and sometimes an <i>explicit<\/i>) message that it&#8217;s just not a good time, because the current project is too big and\/or too critical, or the deadline is too near, or management simply can&#8217;t spare us right now. Basically, we all suffer from delusions of indispensability. And because of that wholly unhealthy way of thinking, we always end up, as December looms, with a whole bunch of people trying to schedule time off around everybody else&#8217;s scheduled time off. The result is a short-staffed agency for the final six weeks of the year, and, for me personally &#8212; this year, at least &#8212; a string of long weekends to accommodate all my coworkers&#8217; vacation plans. Yeah, I&#8217;m a good guy that way.<\/p>\n<p>(For those who would remind me that I did, in fact, take a vacation already this year, you are correct, I did: my Great Pennsylvania-Ohio Road Trip. However, I&#8217;m in the perverse position of having enough leave time available &#8212; but so little opportunity to actually use it &#8212; that even after taking a vacation, I&#8217;m still forced to do the end-of-the-year calendar dance with the drudges who never go anywhere.)<\/p>\n<p>Anyhow, as fate would have it, I&#8217;ve spent most of these free Fridays and Mondays on various chores and errand-running, so they haven&#8217;t really felt like days off <i>per se<\/i>. Don&#8217;t get me wrong, they&#8217;ve been very productive and much appreciated, as I&#8217;ve finally gotten on top of a lot of stupid crap that needed doing. But I haven&#8217;t simply lounged on the couch and read a book, or watched a DVD from beginning to end without interruption, or killed the afternoon in a coffee shop enjoying the feel of a warm cup in my hand &#8212; in short, the relaxing things that people usually do when they&#8217;re not <i>at work<\/i>. (God, could I actually be turning into one of those workaholic type-As who doesn&#8217;t know how to unplug and simply <i>be<\/i>? That&#8217;s a terrifying thought!) This past Monday, however, an intestinal complaint of some kind left me feeling distinctly <i>not<\/i> in the mood to leave the house or do another chore. And so I finally sat down and put on a movie. And that&#8217;s when it all got interesting&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>The movie was a slight but amiable romance from 1981 called <i>Continental Divide<\/i>. Starring John Belushi and Blair Brown, and directed by <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/name\/nm0000776\/#Director\">Michael Apted<\/a> from a script by one of my favorite screenwriters, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/name\/nm0001410\/#Writer\">Lawrence Kasdan<\/a>, I expected more than I got, which was too lightweight to be a genuine drama, but also wasn&#8217;t funny enough to be a comedy. It was just kind of a basic little movie of the sort I remember being very common when I was a kid, but which we don&#8217;t see much these days, i.e., a middle-brow entertainment aimed at grown-ups who didn&#8217;t want anything too <i>heavy<\/i> but who weren&#8217;t into the schlocky spectacles the kids (like me) were going crazy for. Back in the old days, I believe they called movies like this &#8220;programmers,&#8221; before that word got repurposed to mean something very different; these were flicks that fell somewhere in between an A-level feature and a B movie both in budget and sensibility, just something to round out the exhibitor&#8217;s schedule and give the audience a pleasant &#8212; if not especially memorable &#8212; night out.<\/p>\n<p>But while <i>Continental Divide<\/i> may not have done much for me as a <i>movie<\/i>, it&#8217;s not correct to say that it had no effect on me at all. There was <i>something<\/i> about this little film &#8212; maybe it was the generic music score that sounded like it could&#8217;ve come from fifty other movies of this vintage, or the old-school cinematography and editing, or perhaps it was the environmentalist themes that were in vogue at the time but have since fallen out of fashion in our popular entertainments, <i>something<\/i> &#8212; that stirred up a whole raft of memories for me. Not of specific events or places, or even particular films, but rather a general sensation of what going to the movies was like in the early 1980s. In the days before stadium seating and high-backed, rocking seats with cupholders, before IMAX and 3-D (well, the current iteration of it, anyhow) and THX and DLP. When a four-plex was the biggest multi around, and a handful of the old single-screen movie palaces and neighborhood showhouses were still extant, if not exactly thriving.<\/p>\n<p>I found myself recalling the scrunchy feel of velvet upholstery plucking at the back of my shirt, and the sticky grime coating wooden armrests that hadn&#8217;t been cleaned in far too long. The way the seats were always too close to the floor, low-backed and inflexible, your knees jammed into metal seatbacks in front of you. Oftentimes, a spring would twang as it took your weight, and the seats creaked and groaned as you moved, something modern foam-stuffed theater seating doesn&#8217;t seem to do so much.<\/p>\n<p>The noise of the projectors was part of the movie back then, a constant background hum and chatter that you learned to tune out. The whole sonic environment of theaters was different. Even in the handful of places equipped with that new-fangled Dolby Stereo process, it was sometimes difficult to hear the movie. Muffled dialog was par for the course.<\/p>\n<p>There were no pre-show reels, no constant stream of advertising and lame-o trivia games (that are really advertising in disguise) to occupy your mind before the movie began. I remember walking into auditoriums that were blessedly hushed and cool, like a church before a service with the big blank screen for an altar. Some theaters even concealed the screen behind curtains until the show began, transforming the start of the movie into a minor event. There was always a palpable sense of anticipation in the audience as people realized by ones and twos and threes that <i>the curtains were opening<\/i>, that it was <i>time<\/i>. I much preferred this genteel approach that was respectful of both the audience and the films themselves to today&#8217;s commerce-driven cacophony.<\/p>\n<p>My non-specific movie-going memories seem to contain lots of oranges and golds, but I suppose that&#8217;s the &#8217;70s and early &#8217;80s for you. And I remember a distinct <i>dimness<\/i> in both the houses and the lobby, a lack of illumination, as if every third light bulb in the building were burned out. Who knows, maybe they were. I read somewhere that particularly stingy theater owners in those days sometimes tried to save a buck by dialing back the current flowing into the projector lamps, resulting in a too-dark picture; maybe they unscrewed bulbs in the wall sconces as well.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t argue <i>rationally<\/i> that going to the movies was better when I was a kid. There is no question that modern theaters are more comfortable, the film presentations cleaner, the sound sharper. Nevertheless, I do miss those ticky-tacky &#8220;moviehouses&#8221; I grew up with. They were cozier and somehow more human than the gargantuan arenas, tremendous screens, and thunderous sound systems we endure today. I liked them, despite their drawbacks. Or perhaps because of them. Because I&#8217;m contrary that way.<\/p>\n<p>For a couple hours this week, those long-gone environments didn&#8217;t seem very far away, as if for a brief time all the years between Now and Then were compressed down to a thin membrane, and if I just raised my arms, I could wrap them around the whole broken-in and worn-down ambiance of that somewhat decadent age.<\/p>\n<p>Not bad for a mediocre programmer that&#8217;s been largely forgotten, eh? I&#8217;m tempted to add <i>Continental Divide<\/i> to my DVD library just so I can try and recreate this mild form of time travel whenever I need a moment away from this glossy 21st century of ours&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, I&#8217;ve been taking four-day weekends ever since Thanksgiving in an effort to burn up some unused vacation time. My corporate overlords subscribe to the &#8220;use-it-or-lose-it&#8221; philosophy, apparently buying into some misbegotten notion that if you forbid your overworked, stressed-out staff of type-A personalities (and the type-B drones who support them) from rolling unused vacation [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2081","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-film-studies","category-general-ramblings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2081","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2081"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2081\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2081"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2081"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jasonbennion.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2081"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}